You yearn to mount your white horse and fly through the sky of eternity. You yearn to be One with God. It is almost like the freedom of the universe and eternity is like a beckoning lover, promising an infinite union of fulfillment if you but step out over the precipice with the faith that you will be supported, not fall, not abused and not abandoned.....Your fear of the universal and infinite lover that is the intelligent and self-aware cosmos is held in check by your incessant mental dialogue. As long as your steady "current of words in your mind" is babbling away, you don't have to KISS THE SKY, WALK THE COLORFUL NEW ROUTE OF YOUR EVER-EVOLVING SELF-AWARENESS, GAZE INTO THE EMBRACING LIGHT OF YOUR ENLIGHTENMENT.
You do know how to respond, your fear holds you back. Accept the universe as your lover.....It will be rocky at times, after all, it is a dynamic universe, but it will never let you down. Even if you don't see the universe holding you in its bosom, it is the source and sustenance of your very being.....It can never leave you, it is one with you.....and you are one with IT.
The yin and the yang, the positive and the negative polarities of the infinite singularity that is the universe are always intercoursing. What we call the physical Universe is the baby of the intercourse of the Yin and the Yan, of the positive and the negative polarity of the universe. The fruit of the universal intercourse is all the physical manifestations that we see, feel, experience and ARE. The manifested universe is this orgasm in eternal expression.
God even tells you when you ask about the never-ending current of words in your mind (security blanket of procrastination) that it will be there for you and be there with you. Just stop the mental chatter and embrace your Universal Lover.
Open your mouth like the hungry baby birds awaiting the nourishment of the mother/father bird, swallow the tongue of Infinity as it fills you deeper and deeper with awareness of Its wholeness, caress the tongue with your tongue, bear your chest, open your heart, your body, the totality of your selfness, open to it, accept it and be one with it.
The universe is your lover. There are many faces of the feminine nature of the universe - but only one feminine aspect.....There are many faces of the masculine nature of the universe - but only one masculine aspect.
The wholeness of the universe is dependent on this feminine and masculine polarity being one in the true androgyny of the cosmos.
First, the Universe beckons you with open mouth, enticing you to open your mouth to receive it in a very sexual way.....Take it as your lover.
Once you have received it with the total openness of a lover, then it can lead you through the colorful ways and by-ways of the garden-path it has prepared for you.
Then, after you have opened to it and walked with it a while, it will lead you to your enlightenment.
The third step cannot be taken before the first two. Nothing before it's time.
Ah, the importance of the incessant words you hear, the words of a distant past, is very interesting. Instead of you hearing a present time voice answering you, a memory answers you. A memory because you really know the truth, you just have to be open and trust the unfolding of the truth within yourself, as yourself, as much as you can handle and appreciate at a time.
Can you handle being the lover of God? Can you handle being the lover of the Universe? Ultimately, you really have no other choice. It is your lover, your sustainer, your everything. Without it, you are nothing, with it you are everything.
Embrace it, kiss it, make love to it with the totality of your being. After all, it IS the totality of your being. Why try to keep any part away from IT?
The result of our conscious union with Omnipresence is the birth of the New. The baby of our intercourse with God is the essence of Creation. Creation is the orgasm of the universe.
Be open to God, embrace God, become ONE with the Universal Self and experience the ultimate fulfillment.
